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I take my hands and put them over my face
I hate myself and stay inside of my space
I find myself and lie all the time
Coming from another realm and feeling denied
I know what it’s like to be deleted
For another time to come and for it to be repeated
But I see all that is my being and for it to be receding
Stopping my projects and falling on deaf ears
I cannot take myself serious each and every year
I hate staying silent and looking for a way to fight it
I’m depressed and but keep denying it
I keep close to the edge
Staying alive is the part about feeling dead
So I cloud my mind with thoughts and repressive feelings
Sinking further into the darken hall of all
And beneath that is forever more to fall


YumDeku

20 something year old, spending a lot of free time watching anime, playing video games, reading manga, sometimes meeting new people and learning game Dev. Loves battle shounen, slice of life, comedy, horror or anything that has an interesting plot.

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